More Strange Sensations

Saturday, September 7, 2013 9:52:58 AM

More Strange Sensations

i haven’t experienced this is quite awhile, but i used to, usually when i was in bed, waiting to fall asleep, pretending to be a bunny rabbit in it’s warren, that my fingers would suddenly feel much thinner than they were. ( ? ) i would then move my hands back & forth against one another, interweaving my fingers & they would feel like they weren’t my hands anymore. This effect would then last only until a feel asleep, & be gone when i awoke in The morning.

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These days i have Tinnitus; But when i was younger, i would occasionally ( infrequently ) become aware of a huge crowd of people talking loudly in The room next door, when this was obviously infeasible. The sound was clearing talking, but i wouldn’t be able to make out what any of them were saying.

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The Curious thing about The Tinnitus is that i experience it quite a bit when i’m in my room, listening to The TV or Radio, but when i’m out & about listening to my iPod, i don’t seem to be aware of it at all ?

When it is active;

It’s a moderately loud Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Sound.

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Another Effect that i ( rarely ) experience, usually when i’m working & concentrating on something, i will forget to breath.

i will suddenly become aware that i hadn’t taken a breath for several minutes & then have to hyperventilate for a minute or so, to catch up !

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Nowadays; i have found that i can’t sleep in my bare feet.

i have to wear socks, because my feet are just too sensitive.

When they rub up against one another or The Quilt, it will produce a very distinctive feeling that won’t be painful exactly, but it will be unpleasant. It is not like any Ordinary Sensation caused by any other activity or contact with any Ordinary Material ( ! )

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The Other Strange Sensation is that from time to time, usually when i sitting Quietly, my head will feel like it’s filling up with a helium balloon. Or like a blood vessel burst & my skull is filling up with blood ! i tried describing this sensation to my doctor, but he was apparently unfamiliar with anything like this. i think they may be mini-Strokes, which run in my Family ( A little bit ) & he said that there are Transient Events like this; But he didn’t seem very concerned about them.

They are Not accompanied by dizziness, loss of Attentiveness, Confusion, Inability to use my hands or limbs, loss of facial expression or sudden urination. It is Only The Weird Helium Balloon Filling up inside my head.

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This other Sensation is not so strange; But i’ve become completely intolerant of long fingernails. i can’t stand it when my fingers rub against one another, & i become aware of a fingernail on any of my fingers ! i immediately have to trim it back as far as possible, which often results in skin being trimmed & shaved from The sides, which produces it’s own irritating sensation of The skin there peeling up & scabbing over ( !!! )

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While i was at The Library a few days ago; i happened to experience a ‘Window’ of Unusual Clarity for observing A Ghost like Phenomena that i see; Possibly related to Onset Cataracts, caused by ( ? - Chain smoking mother, sun in hawai`i, compulsive masturbating ? )

Anyways.

i have been aware of this Ghostly, Double Images for many, many years, but on this day, i just happened to notice that a person standing about 3 car lengths from me, in front of a large white wall, in a thoroughly illuminated area was expressing this ghost effect very clearly. Very, Very Clearly.

And so i noted exactly how The Ghost Image was occurring, it’s position & Transparency, & i wondered, which of my eyes is producing this effect. So i closed one eye, took careful mental notes, then closed The other eye & compared The Results.

What i found Astonishing, & defies any explanation that i may have, is that Both Eyes were producing Exactly The Same Effect !

This would seem to contradict The Cataract Hypothesis?

Why would both Eyes be effected in exactly The same way ?

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