Thursday, July 02, 2026

July 2nd Evaluation : Weird Auditory Hallucinations

 Weird Auditory Hallucinations

Thursday, June 30 ⇢ July 1 2026

i’ve been having these weird hallucinations of really loud music or TV programming coming into my room, it seems very real — But there are a few things about it that suggest that these sounds are an hallucination ( ? ) 

  They occur very suddenly; as one might expect; But then they slowly fade away & disappear within 15 to 20 minutes, leaving a residue of White Noise to take its place. Also The Noise first appears to be a Game Show or Sports Activity; then changes to a ruckus of loud talking & shouting by a group in an enclosed space, that it all completely unintelligible. 

② The Sounds seem to coming from The Room above me ( 10 Michael G ) But he denies this; So that would suggest they coming from below me in 4 ( ? ) But they also seem to be coming from 6 ( next door ) — But when i got out into The Hall to try & track down The source by wandering up & downstairs, The Sound seems to have a uniform volume no matter where i am, although The other Day, they seemed to be coming from way downstairs in The South Quadrant of Room 2 ( 1st Floor SouthEast End ) ( ? ) 

③ The Most troubling aspect though, is that The Volume seems to be The Same if i have my earplug in or out ( ? ) ( !!! ) 

④ The Occasions when these sounds most readily occurred were in The Afternoon around 4p & then around 11:30p & then that next morning around 5:30a ( ? ) Then after i decided that these were hallucinations, they seemed to go away & remained silent for about 24 hours through all of July 1st ( except that morning ) to July 2nd . 

Wednesday, July 01, 2026

It's Happening Again ( !!! ) Noisy Neighbors or Ghosts or Something Else ( ? )

 Wednesday, July 1, 2026 at 3:02:58 PM

It suddenly came on again; But it sounds just as loud with my earplugs in or out, & it seems about The same volume throughout The building ( ? ) 

Am i The Crazy one ( ? ) 

Another thing is that whenever this happens ( nearly always ) The Noise Suddenly becomes apparent; Then after about 15 to 20 Minutes, it fades away, which is Not how people ordinarily watch television or listen to The Radio --

& Along with fading away; it's left with a residue of 'White Noise' or some variation on that ( ? ) Then this maintains about The Same Volume, then it fades away. . .  ( ? )

Am i The Crazy One; or am i tuning into some other phenomena ( ? )

What i would most like; is other people in The Building contributing comments after i post a rant, saying that they hear nothing, or The White Noise or a burst of Media Noise ( ? ) 

Thanx ( ? ) 

Tuesday, January 06, 2026

noisy neighbors ( Ω

I now believe ? That these weird noises of A particular kind were caused by The steam pipes in my room- but because they don't occur sometimes when The steam is on it is something else that is associated with them-?- such as some internal function of condition?

One other small point; I think that I provided numerous clues or hints that this may have been what I was hearing, but no one in The building suggested that that’s what I was listening to ! If they had any experience with this phenomenon, they might easily have but an end to it much earlier, but they apparently took greater glee in making me & everyone else think I was just ‘The Crazy One’*— which was & is a strong possibility ! 
Thanx ! 
Some of you may have enjoyed this, while others may have experienced annoyance & confusion, along with worrying what I might do next ( more of nothing ) ! 
 Well— I think it’s over with for now, peace be with everyone, I will try to less reactionary in The future ( !!! ) 
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* I do have Autism ! & have been a street person for about 15 years of my life ( ? ) 
Never violent though, although I do have a past history ( Not so much recently ) of mischief making ( ! ) 


Monday, January 05, 2026

Nosiy Neighbors (f

 Monday, January 5, 2026 at 8:13:47 PM

i was going to go down & verify; Once & for All whether this strange audio phenomena was coming form Unit 4 & on The Walk down there; The Volume in The Hallways seemed to be exactly The Same as it is in my room ( !!! ) 

i also noticed some loud talking, which i couldn't hear in my room at all.

But when i stood right outside Unit 4 & stuck my head up against his door, The Volume rmained exactly The Same, it didn't seem any louder at all ( ? ) ( !!! ) So i took some important looking mail out of my mailbox & left without The confrontation, which may have resulted in bloodshed ( ? ) 

What is this noise ( ? ) It is so very strange ( ? ) 

Noisy neighbors (e

 monday- Jan o5 2026 The noisyness started around 2:00 am or possibly 3:00 a,m

Then kept at it until 7:00 am when I got up to go to The store at around 9:00 & when I got back, it had presumed & continued for The entire day, past 5:00 _ The most curious thing (2 parts, is that my earplugs have No diminishing quality on it, when i take my earplugs out The sounds volume & quality are exactly The same as when they're in my Ean holes!

The other thing is that I am assuming that The source is from a TV or radio, in doesn't really sound like either.it sounds like mechanical buzzing on one level & white noise or static at A very low frequency on another level, and it is barely discernible right on the edge of being audible at all? Bot I can hear it & it's driving me crazy !!!

I should just go down & confirm that its coming from unit 4 as this is still a uncertainty - this sort of thing has happened before when I was absolutely certain that very loud guitar playing was coming from unit to above me, when in turned our to be a early old geese in unit 4 below me!

. But I hate talking to anyone, even in The best, most pleasant of times!

I may break my personality disorder soon though- as this is really bugging me.

I'm also very annoyed that everyone else in The building & The owner seems to think that a noisy building is "normal"& this May be true? But no one is willing to articulate what that really means

At this moment - 6:39pm - it seems pretty quiet, which suggests to me that it's a really phenomena, ours be of my hallucinogenic head?



Saturday, January 03, 2026

Noisy Neighbors ( d

I just did a walk through of The entire building & while I aid find that a couple in unit 2 were having A loud conversation, I could not find a definitive source for The loud crazy Music that is in my room ! It is now 2:00 AM The ear plugs I'm wearing are having no effect on this "music" at all. Am I The crazy one? It would also seem that this is a naturally noisy building - & that In The past as I recall this building being very quiet - it may have been some kind of delusion or The person that had or has been in unit 4 was very quiet until recently, or a new person has moved in? Do The other people that live here really expect that an apartment building like this is inevitably going to be very noisy all The time? How is A normal person e supposed to deal with this? It migh also here relevant here that I have autism, & am "sensitive" to sounds of all kings, in paricular, those whose source is confusing on The sounds themselves are confusing - as these are. What I am listening to now is non "musk" in any usual sense, but A combination of random noise & opera singing??? What is it? This has been another ament to use The Apple Pencil towrite with & it may be my illegible handwriting of The device itself, but this is very frustrating to try &use??

Friday, January 02, 2026

Noisy Neighbors (c

 the most annoying element of this on going fiasco is that The earplugs that I've been wearing constanty for The last several years aren't having any effect at diminishing this noise - I don't understand how this could be? The noise sounds exactly as loud as when they're in, as when they're out ?

I was also going to mention that one of The curious sound effects that I've been experiencing has been reclassified to The noise of The steam pipes! This was previously thought to be some kind of radio station of screaming mobs of people, but I now believe it to be entirely mechanical in nature

But this still leaves The most obvious television or radio broadcast sounds that sometimes some in as very loud, & sometimes are just barely Audible, which I've mentioned, I believe, are even more annoying when I'm not sure what I'm listening to? 

I've been trying to write this missive with my Apple Pencil, but it's too tedious & difficult.

More later? 

Noisy Neighbor (b

 Friday, January 2, 2026 at 2:45:36 PM

It’s been very quiet all morning, & yesterday morning, 

But around this time ( ? ) my Neighbor ( in 4 ( ? ) ) cranks up his TV or Whatever without The Benefit of Headphones or Earbuds, & due to The Acoustic Principles of this Building; i can Not make out what this Audio Noise Represents; only that it’s discernible & greatly annoying !

One peculiar element of this Fiasco; is that The Building ‘Manager’ that i have made enemies with early in her placement, has Not contributed at all to The Discussions in The Text Postings. She used to be quite active here, but now; i may be suspecting that she is tacitly taking sides with The Nosey Resident in 4 & hoping this annoyance will drive me out; Thus; She Wins ( !!! ) 

Unfortunately; i do Not have The Resources or Means to move anywhere, except perhaps by simply abandoning everything in my room ( as i have done on several previous ‘movings’ ) & become a street person again ( ? ) But i feel that i’m much to old to be doing that again, as i find it very difficult o even move around my room & nearly intolerable to walk a half a block when i’m outside, going shopping. 

Several months ago; during one of these Text Based Discussions; i made a statement to our Landlord & Building Owner that may have made him my enemy too; So it may be his lack of involvement in all of this; might suggest that he is also taking sides with The ‘Building Manager’ & tenet in 4 to make my life as miserable as possible. ( ? ) 

i have often considered my life to be exceptionally blessed; although  by many other peoples ‘standards’, they may find this confusing, as i have spend about 20 or so years as a street person, & nearly all of my adult life on SSI, which in constructed, Not to help poor, crazy or disabled people, but to very decidedly Not help them & do everything to keep them as poor as possible ( !!! ) 

Nevertheless; i am of comparatively good health; have nearly all of The Material Items i desire & although my mental disability keeps me from having friends or spouses, it also keeps my brain  from missing these necessities that others find to be so important. 

i just wish that The person in 4 were more considerate & would buy some Earbuds ( !!! ) 

Monday, December 29, 2025

Late 2025 Noises in The Building ( ? )

 Noise Oddness

Monday, December 29, 2025 at 6:26:46PM


This started a few weeks ago; & prior to that; The situation was entirely different. The Difference was that The Building was always ( nearly so ) very quiet. 

But then; it started to get noisier. 

Then it got so noisy that i wrote a text mesage using The Group Message, which i’m Not supposed to use, it is for official business only ( !!! ) 


  It's so nice when the building is so quiet as it is now -- I have this crazy idea that I these modern times, everyone should be using earbuds when they're listening to their electronic devices, you experience a much nicer listening period for yourself, & the rest of the building will enjoy your privacy (than)!

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  We've just had a remarkably quiet Sunday, until just now, someone's TV or (?) is on a little too load? The most curious thing about sounds in this building is that I can never be quite sure where the source is, even when I walk through the entire building & stand beside doors that I strongly suspect as the makers of the disturbance, l am never completely certain, the sounds seem to come through my walls & ceiling & floor much more clearly than hall way walls & doors?

It's very mysterious! & Often; the sounds will seem to be nearly just as loud with be earplugs out as when their in ???

If I'm hallucinating this phenomena, then | apologize for bothering anyone, but if it is real, then it's curious that this has only started in the last few weeks? So has something changed since before then?

Thanx everyone for being good neighbors nearly al of the time!

This is the nicest building I've been in on my own ever! 

I hope it soon returns to the formerly very quiet building it has been!

Thanx!

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  How loud is too loud ? ! have often wondered what the ambient apartment building noise level should be?

One problem may be that if you don't hear any bleed through from your neighbors, then you may come to believe that the buildings sound insulation is good, but it may be that you just have very quiet neighbors that are conscientious about maintaining their noise levels to be "good" neighbors!?

While the buildings noise insulation is actually horrible!

This building has paper thin walls, floors & ceilings, & sounds don't just propagate from one room to another, but fill the entire building, which may not be apparent if most of the tenants are trying to be good neighbors most of the time!

Are you interested in being a good neighbor?

The benefits of being a good neighbor may be subtle, but they are foundational to being more functional in your day to day existence (?)

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After The First Missive, It seemed like there was some change in The Volume & such, but this was soon nullified ( !!! ) 

i began to believe that some of this was an artifact of my tinnitus, which has always been a simple high pitched tone that i am occasionally aware of, & sometimes, Not at all aware of ( ? ) 

One thing that makes me believe this is all a real phenomena though, is The ’Television’ Noise is either definitely On or Off.

There is however a spectrum of these types of ‘Noise’.

One pattern is that it will suddenly come on, & be quite loud, & sound like a sports announcer with peripheral noise accompanying it, that may or may Not be supportive of this ’Sports Announcer’ Interpretation ( ? ) 

This Sound ‘Pattern though, will persist for about 15_minutes, then The Volume willl Drop off, & be replaced with a Granulated Static or White Noise with Variations. It will be entirely incomprehensible & this will persist for another 15_minutes, then Drop off or go Silent. After this; it’s either completely Off, or possibly a persistent Low Frequency Broadband ‘Noise’ will remain audible, & this may go on for some time. This last phase will be a much lower volume & this is The kind of sound that seems like it might be some variance of Tinnitus ( ? ) — But even this will often suddenly Stop & go Silent, & The Building will be entirely quiet again. 

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This seems very odd though; as this doesn’t reflect The Way people watch television or listen to The Radio. They don’t listen for a brief span of 15 or 30_minutes then completely stop ( ? ) 

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The very low volume broadband low frequency Static has been coming on in intervals that seem to come after The other Pattern that starts with intelligible something, then slides off into this ‘filler’ noise ( ? ) What is this ( ? ) Is it from an entirely different source ( ? ) It seems particularly odd in that The Tambour of The noise is unlike any television program, or radio station of either talk interviews or music, it is more like The Sound of a rough river flowing, wind through trees or a crowd of disorderly demonstrators ( ? ) 

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Since this all came about rather abruptly; i have this idea that it’s a bubble phenomena, & things will go back to normal any day now — Although i can’t imagine what circumstances brought it into being, or how it will be resolved. 

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As a side issue; Along with The ‘Television’ or ‘Radio’ Noise; there have been other odd sounds that have appeared in this time frame ( ? ) These is The Sound of Water Trickling into a bin of standing water, Other rushing water sounds & rare door knockings ( ? ) 

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After i think it was my second missive; i heard ‘someone’ from downstairs, run up to The Second Level, then back down, all very quickly for some undisclosed purpose ( ? ) 

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Very shortly after my third missive, The Television noise stopped, but The low volume rushing crowd mob came on & has remained active for more than an hour, which is counter to The usual pattern of coming on for about a half an hour & then stopping ( ? ) 

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There is a big part of me that believes that this is entirely without any underlying purpose serving The needs of any person in The Building, but rather; some entirely mischievious scheme to drive me insane. this is following a similar pattern that occurred when in The final months of my time in Bremerton, thinsg were getting weirder & weirder, terminating with me abandoning everything & becoming a street person; but i’m much too old fot that now; i can barely walk a block, & i don’t want to go back to Hwawi’i ( !!! ) 

A nice Stroke ro Anurism would be nice i think, i am believing that a nice benign purgatory is awaiting me in The Afterlife ( ? ) But Reincarnation might drop me into anther dysfunctional family that i just got out of. Why do disincarnate souls allow themselves to be put into situations like that, what purpose could it possibly serve ( ? ) 


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