For several months now; &
curiously it only started a few months ago,
i have been experiencing a
very strong & compelling sensation that i am ‘missing’
something whenever i leave my apartment. This Sensation doesn’t
usually start until i am at The bottom of The Steps or about a block
from The Building.
This Sensation however is
not at all mysterious.
i know exactly what is
missing.
It is my Wrist Watch.
The Oddest part is though,
i have not worn my Wrist Watch for About 3 years now.
Partly because i now have
my iPod that i take everywhere with me, & partly because i
stopped wearing it after i broke that wrist, & it didn’t ‘fit’
right, even after it stopped hurting & most The Strength returned
to that hand.
But The Sensation is very
distinct that that Wrist is ‘Bare’ & ‘Empty’ & The
arm feels too light ( ! )
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Another Sensation or
Compulsion that i’ve had for a much longer time is that very often
when i am holding something, usually something expensive, i will have
a compulsive ‘Desire’ to throw it. This usually manifests as a
sudden urge that appears & then subsides, without my having
thrown anything ( yet ).
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A Third Sensation is that
whenever i am crossing a street or having just done some benign thing
that has not expressed itself as being in The Least Dangerous or put
myself in any peril; i will suddenly become ‘Aware’ that another
version of me, in another universe, was just then in a terrible
accident as a result of things having just occurred in ‘their’
universe, slightly differently than they did here in this universe.
( ??? )
2 comments:
I often experience that third sensation also, usually when going through an intersection on a motorcycle. I will be aware of an alternate universe in which I crossed at a slightly different time and was hit by a car.
I created another blog post to deal with this !
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