Tuesday, April 29, 2014
9:36:39 AM
DayMares
Do you ever have daymares ?
Maybe you call them
something else;
Like an Anxiety Attack or
Dark Fantasy,
Or A Betrayal Fantasy !
A Betrayal Fantasy is a
Masturbation Fantasy in which The Principle Fantasy Character suddenly turns
against You !
This sort of thing is
common in Schizophrenics, in which their Inner Voices say The Most Disturbing,
Disrespectful, ‘Self’ Depreciating Insults & even Suggestions of Suicide or
Criminal Acts against others.
Anyway.
A Daymare is usually just a
run away thought that has dark connotations. It’s an Unpleasant Train of
Thought(s that pound away inside your head & you can’t get rid of them.
For some time; i have been
making & leaving ‘BookMarkers’ in Library Books. These are little pieces of
Artwork, Collages, Geometrical Doodles or Whatever, Cut & Clipped so that
they look like ‘Bookmarkers’ rather than scraps of Art.
i have often wondered what
becomes of them.
The Intent is that they
just remain in The Book until someone else checks in out, then they either
leave it there, or take it out & keep it.
Both of which are
acceptable.
Some years ago; i was
checking out some books & The librarian had figured out that i was doing
this, & had been removing them from my returned books & was keeping
them in a box under The counter !!!
i told her that this was a
violation of The ( my ) intent, & i don’t know if she kept doing it or Not.
The Worst Case Scenario; (
which was The source of my recent Daymare, which included an epiphany of
‘Value’; occurred recently. )
The Worst Case Scenario is
where The Librarian that is checking The book in, discovers The Bookmarker
& Either Summarily Discards it ( Throws it away ) or puts it in The Lost
& Found, where it will never be Returned to me or anyone else.
What becomes of things in
The Lost & Found ?
Again; The Worst Case
Scenario is that The ‘UnClaimed’ Items would be Discarded, Thrown Away.
The Daymare consisted of
this thought.
The Time Limit for The
Bookmarker in The Lost & Found is reached & The Head Librarian is
throwing all these items away, when another librarian comes along & wishes
to ‘reclaim’ some of The items, including my bookmarker.
And The Head Librarian Says
‘No!’ you can Not. They =Have to Be= Thrown Away.
This is The Epiphany Part !
The Reason that they Have
To Be Thrown Away is because they don’t have an Owner. The Library, As an
Institution of lending books, Can Not ReAssign Ownership to these Item. The
Library does Not have The Cultural or Legal Authority to Do This.
All Items that are
‘UnOwned’ must be Discarded ( Thrown Away ) !
Even though this Bookmarker
has The Equivalent Uniqueness of Any ‘Great’ Work of Art, Many of which are
Considered Irreplaceable or Priceless; They Possess those ‘Properties’ because
someone ‘Owns’ them.
The Bookmarker does Not
have an ‘Owner’ which makes it ‘Worthless’.
The Qualities of It’s
Artness are completely Irrelevant.
Which is entirely
Consistent with The ‘Art Market’ which assigns Great Value to Many Works of
Art; When you would Think ( Mistakenly ( Apparently ) ) that The Artness of The
Works of Art are what makes them Valuable. But that would mean that a Simple
Poster ( High Resolution Reproduction ) would have The Same ‘Value’ as The
Original, But this is Clearly Incorrect.
It’s The Ownership of The
Original Painting that gives it it’s Great Value.
This is another Argument
for why i Believe that People are about as smart as fish.
There is something deeply
wrong with our ‘Belief’ that Humanimals have The Ability to ‘Think’.
Humanimals merely Act.
They Express ‘Behaviours’
which are Instigated or ‘Caused’ by Conditioning & ElectroChemical
Interactions in our Nervous Systems.
The Illusion of ‘Thinking’
never enters into any of it.
Are there ‘Beings’ that can
‘Think’ ?
If so; They are Not People.
They are something else, that often look like people.
Sometimes they look like
something else completely; Like Cats or Flies.
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